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Issue 2, April 2001
Why I Ended Up In Graduate School
Federico Bernal
JYI Board of Advisors
Fed is currently
a fourth-year graduate student at The Scripps Research Institute.
He works in the laboratories of Professor K. C. Nicolaou, and his
research interests include the chemical synthesis of marine natural
products and the study of their biological properties. He has been
part of JYI since its inception in 1997. He started out as an Associate
Editor for the Physical Sciences and Mathematics Section, and he
is currently a member of the Board of Advisors..
I cannot believe it has been nearly four years since I started graduate
school. Lately, I have concentrated immensely on finishing my dissertation.
It is a total synthesis project that will help me determine what
I'm going to do for the rest of my life. Nonetheless, many times
I look back to see what has led me to this point.
Preparing for Graduate School
I started my undergraduate
studies at the Massachusetts
Institute of Technology (MIT) in the fall of 1993. My plan was
to graduate from MIT with a degree in Chemical Engineering and,
in the process, to do research where I would discover and exploit
new forms of energy (whatever that may be). Of course, in the beginning
these were only dreams, and, as it turns out, I did not become an
engineer. Halfway through my undergraduate career, I decided to
get rid of the "engineering" component and stick to the
chemistry part. There were many things I needed to consider before
making that change. With a degree in engineering, I could probably
get away without going to graduate school, and it was likely that
I could get a fairly decent job. If, however, I decided to go through
with that change, a bachelor's degree in chemistry would not be
sufficient for employment. I would have to get a Ph. D. in order
to pursue my research interests.
I set up a meeting with my academic advisor, and everything he said
made sense. From a practical point of view, it would be extremely
easy to land a job in industry with a degree in engineering. On
the other hand, it would probably be a bit more difficult to find
a job with a bachelor's degree in the pure sciences unless my goal
was to be a lab tech. From a more philosophical point of view, there
are consequences that I needed to consider. The premise behind a
doctoral degree has always been to make a contribution to society
by doing original research on a specific topic. It would require
an enormous amount of dedication, perseverance, patience, and time.
Above all, one needs the desire and motivation to go through such
an endeavor. I decided to take up that challenge and to go to graduate
school.
Applying to graduate school requires particular preparation. There
are some obvious things one must take care of during the undergraduate
years. One important consideration is getting good grades in the
classes related to the major field of study and/or getting decent
scores on the GREs. One of the toughest parts, though, is figuring
out where to do one's doctoral work. Since graduate school is a
huge commitment, this one item requires careful consideration. While
looking at that, I accounted for several requirements to successful
graduate studies. The current Dean of Science at MIT once told me,
"The most important person in your life will be your Ph.D.
advisor. He will teach you how to do original research and will
have lots of say in what you will eventually do with your life."
With that in mind, I selected institutions where there were professors
whose work I liked. Tied in to this, I considered places that had
some prestige and that had the facilities to make my research flow
more smoothly. After piling up all the information, I applied to
several schools. I got some interviews, checked out some places,
and talked to some professors, and that led me to The Scripps Research
Institute.
In the Beginning. . .
The real adventure
begins with the first year of graduate school. At most schools,
one has to take a set of graduate courses which can last anywhere
from two quarters to two years. There are also several other pieces
of graduate school bureaucracy that require attention such as placement
examinations or cumulative exams. These are really no big deal because
they are mostly based on what one learns at the undergraduate level.
The biggest and more important thing is to select the Ph.D. advisor
(and that's when the Dean's words were brought back to life). I
first had to pick someone that was doing research akin to my interests.
Once the list is narrowed down, other factors come into play. Group
size is an issue. The benefit of a small research group being in
close contact with the principal investigator (P.I.). The drawback
is precisely the same one. I have found that having the P.I.'s undivided
attention can be somewhat distracting, especially when they are
itching for results. In a large group, one sees the opposite effect.
The professor has to pay attention to many people at the same time,
and this becomes increasingly difficult if the professor also holds
a high-ranking administrative position. In a large group, most of
the learning will take place by talking to one's peers as well by
one's own motivation (especially by keeping good track of the literature).
Selecting the group size is all a matter of taste. If you want undivided
attention, pick a small group. If you think you can handle learning
on your own, go for the large group.
Another important factor is the age of the P.I. Young professors
are usually extremely motivated and driven. Their minds are full
of bright (and sometimes not so bright) ideas for projects. By the
same token, they will also demand a lot from their students because
they need to produce good work in order to achieve tenure. Older
faculty members tend to be more stable. They have established their
niche, and they probably have ongoing exciting projects. Sometimes,
though, they will depend on the students to come up with the ideas
for research projects. Moreover, there are times in which older
faculty members tend to seem less enthusiastic about research, especially
if the professor in question has an administrative position or is
part of school committees and the like.
Finally, one has to see what's life going to be like after graduation.
This correlates quite well with the prestige and experience of the
P.I. Students from young labs will most likely have to do postdoctoral
work, whereas students from labs with history may be able to get
away without doing a postdoc. The particular training in each lab
influences whether the students go on to academic or to industrial
careers. The best source of information is the graduate students
from the lab in consideration.
The
"During" Part
So now that one has
started the research, how will life be for the rest of graduate school?
One of the things my Ph.D. advisor told me soon after joining his
lab was that "nothing should get in the way of my Ph.D."
To date, that has been true. In order to get the most out of the Ph.D.
experience, one needs to stay motivated and on top of everything.
Doctoral work can take a very long time, and the length of time one
stays in graduate school depends on the advisor, the nature of the
research, and the amount of time one is willing to commit to the project.
My time in the lab is spent doing chemical reactions, researching
the literature, and keeping track of the chemical inventory. While
this seems like a short list, it's really more time consuming than
it looks. Reactions can take anywhere from five minutes to four days.
Looking for and reading papers means doing time-consuming literature
searches and then getting the paper and reading it. I will not begin
to even tell you about about the chemical inventory. Our stockroom
contains a little over 5,000 chemicals!
With all this stuff going on, do I have a life? Surprisingly I do.
A good skill everyone should learn in college is time management.
I have an awesome and very understanding girlfriend (although she
gets rather annoyed when I have to stay in the lab past midnight).
I go to the gym to vent out frustrations spawning from the lab. I
have poker nights with my buddies, and I try to play ice hockey every
once in a while. All this requires a delicate balance of planning
out the work. The research is a top priority, but my sanity is definitely
at the top of my list.
A big issue to many graduate students is keeping focused on the research.
The focus can be maintained by being constantly motivated, and that
may be somewhat hard. All projects have high points and low points.
My P.I. once told me, "You will try a reaction 100 times. Out
of those 100, you will most likely fail 99 times. The one that counts
is the one you get to work." Failure is a big part of the learning
experience. Plus, science would be less interesting if everything
was a 100% yield with an easily characterizable material (although
I wouldn't mind that every once in a while). The most frustrating
years tend to be the third and fourth years. By the third year, it
feels like one has been in graduate school long enough, but no one
can see the light at the end of the tunnel. On the fourth year, one
starts to worry about finishing up and what's coming next. All of
these things may come as a whirlwind. Fortunately, there are many
ways of getting support. In graduate school, I have found many of
my peers to be of help. Some of my buddies that are having problems
while being here make use of the counseling services available at
pretty much every institution. Graduate school may seem like a drag
at times, but one must keep the eye on the prize: the Ph.D. degree.
So What's Next?
I am gradually reaching the end of my graduate career. The key point
is finishing my current project and then figuring out what I am going
to do after graduation. I have been debating whether to go to academics
or go to industry. That is, in its entirety, a completely different
debate. So what do I have to say about graduate school? It's tough.
It's fun. It's keeping up with the literature. It's frustrating. It's
a time to learn. It's a time to prioritize. It's long hours in the
lab. It's an awesome NMR spectrum showing that I have my final product.
It's an annoying co-worker. It's a new reaction in the lab notebook.
But thus far, it has been the most intellectually satisfying part
of my life.
Journal
of Young Investigators. 2001. Volume Three.
Copyright © 2001 by Federico Bernal and JYI. All rights reserved.
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